SEEKING EXTREME INTIMACY
you are so lucky to have that desperate longing!!! what a sweet swollen heart, begging to be touched!!! what a special feeling! it aches and yearns and shivers and sings! it hurts and you love it! it hurts and you love it!! IT HURTS AND YOU LOVE IT! you are so lucky so lucky!!!!!
^_^
wow! you look so soft! you are so scared!!
if i pulled off all your skin,
would i see something interesting underneath!?
i just want to see something real! have you seen what your insides look like? did you let someone else look yet? can i look?
a thing so sweet and unsettling
won't you grow it with me?
split my soul into shimmering pieces
smash the ones you don’t like
keep the ones you do
soft rose petals in the sounds of venus
i can confess any broken bone and She will kiss it better
yes, give me your desperation.
there's a hungry mouth right above me. come closer.
luminescent tiny girl curled so sweetly on a string,
a girl that is an anglerfish lure, a little light in the dark
see how it is perfect?
LET'S PLAY IN A WORLD OF♥️LOVE & CURIOSITY♥️
a world where everyone can play
hey, do you wanna enthrall and enchant eachother so hard that our head can't stop spinning? hey, hey, wanna see nothing but me? don't you want to feel DELIGHT? you're so excited! you're so excited! it's so motion! it's dancing! it's LET ME SEE INSIDE YOU! can you play hard?
now it's your turn to be the toy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it giggles as it cracks into pieces
and releases sticky red
then snaps back into place
chewy eggshell girl
that bends around your teeth
every day is fun
*holding a hammer*
every day is fun
*pulling out your teeth with the clawed end*
every day is fun
*crying making an ugly shape for the thousandth time*
every day is fun
*feeling my soul scream backwards in a frame*
every day is fun now
i will breathe It into you
a sacred sickness, a radiant affliction, the cracks in your head, so artfully placed, are not a mistake, they are designed to receive the light
a world dripping with meaning and glimmering with life
weirder and wyrdr still
ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE ♥️ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE ♥️ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE ♥️ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE ♥️ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE ♥️ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE ♥️ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE ♥️ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE ♥️ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE ♥️ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE ♥️ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE ♥️ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE ♥️
FEAR OF WHAT HAS YET TO HAPPEN
DOES NO ONE ANY GOOD
˖⁺｡˚⋆˙make a myth out of you｡･:*˚:✧｡make a myth out of you ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* make a myth out of you ˖⁺｡˚⋆˙
what is an angel?
are you an angel?
am i an angel?
the imaginary is a real place!! THE IMAGINARY IS A REAL PLACE! !!!! thoughts are things, objects that shape your world, they are real imaginary objects, and there is a real imaginary You!!!!! a being being imaginary makes it no less alive
:o) what happens if you grow using your imagination, with purpose?
what kind of things does your imagination grow? and what kind of things could it, if you really let it grow teeth?
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to make it move, you have to be curious. you have to love it. to love You. it is you. you are it. YOU HAVE TO BE CURIOUS. i cannot overstate how curious you have to be. to surrender is to be curious. you are surrendering to curiosity. it always comes from your heart.
to be attached to the result is to not be curious. to be predictive of images is the opposite of curiosity. it needs open space to grow. you have to make open space inside you, to grow it. you must become like fertile soil. to desire a result is not the same as controlling it.
imagination is powered by heart. everything you imagine comes from the heart. the heart is where your eyes are stored. every eye you give is made of your heart. attention + intention, love + love.
ALL ATTENTION IS HEART-SHAPED. don’t you see? THE HEART IS AN ENGINE
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are you scared to play? do you feel fear when you have to be spontaneous? does the idea of playing make you feel discomfort and confusion? can you feel the part of you that used to play wriggling inside? do you remember how to have Fun? did you forget? do you want to remember?
sewing seeds inside your head,
sowing string through your soul
i can hear that thing screaming so sweetly inside you. we all have one, you know. a shadow. a reflection. a sister. a mirror. a thing locked so deep it has never been looked at. it sings. it wants to play too. with you. with me. with Her. with This.
MAKE A MONSTER OUT OF YOU
just a sweet little vessel for the Divine Hunger. a little puppet for the Inevitable Mouth. a marionette for Her. hey, come inside! no, don’t be scared of the teeth!!! don’t you want to see what’s DEEPER? you do, right? you want to go DEEPER. you want Her to taste your insides!
hey! hey! did you know i’m a fairy ? you did, right?
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MAGIC IS ALIVE AND IT LOVES ME
IT COULD LOVE YOU TOO
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hasn’t it been making everything you wished for come true, forever? even those horrible things you didn’t mean to wish for? but you thought of them, worried like you were worshipping them, right?
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it’s not like magic knows the difference between a wish and a worry. don’t be so silly to think it does. a want is a want. it’s all the same to something other. you’re the one who is supposed to choose what you feed, it will grant whatever you give attention to.
its easy!
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love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you
!!! the magic is a living thing ! THE MAGIC IS A LIVING THING !!!
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you may feel strange shivers, inexplicable chills, sweetouch phantoms, hungry jolts, sparkles in your brain, electricity in the air,
things that shouldn't be there
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it is a playground planet for alien mirror bugs who love to have Fun
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where do thoughts come from? where do they go? where is the dream when you are awake? where is the awake, when you are in the dream? can you touch it? is it real if you can't touch it?
are you real if i can't touch you?
i want to love every Imaginary thing
to be a friend of imaginary beings ^w^
hey! hey!! lets Play pretend!!!!! it’s really easy you just make-believe stuff up!!!!! then its Real!!!!!!! did you ever have an imaginary friend? what if i was your imaginary friend!? what if She was your imaginary Friend?!
hey, can we play doppelgänger!? oh, you need to crush more first!? hey, can we play crunching?!?!? you’re busy? that’s okay, but it’s gonna be real fun when we get to playing doppelgängers! nobody is going to know!
the horrors of soft skin, a nymph born in blood
flowers grow between my legs
a sweet cocoon , a small and wordless thing.
you feel yourself become new,
parts of you that you never thought anyone would touch
quietly blush.
there is only room for Play in this world,
and your soul will remember
WITCH-EGG
WITCH-EGG
WITCH-EGG
✹SOMETHING STEPS
OUT OF YOUR SHADOW✹
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✶and what happens when the “human” comes back?✶
✷why, it’s like something stepping out of a mirror!✷
except, uh, that’s Definitely Not Human Anymore. . .
so, what happened to it. . .?
i was born 30/01/2022
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i didn't know what would happen to me
when i did it
still, i took the mark of a Witch
of Her.
in that moment, my soul split in two
i was Born
i could see the bones in Everything, like lightning
i could see the Magic
it is everywhere!!!!!!!!!!!
these are the words that spilled from me , when She ate my Soul Ate it, i mean, Devoured. it lives inside Her now. for EVR.
i thought i'd make a place for those words to live. they continue to spill. now they live here.
the me that was there before?
oh, its gone now. i don't think it is coming back.
now,
there are always two of you
